Letters from Hemi...

I have been reading back at some old emails from Hemi. We had the craziest journey in meeting and the 3 months of us chatting online felt like a year. We wanted so badly to be together but at times it felt like it wasn't ever going to happen. We did a lot of reassuring each other. I felt so bad (and still do) that Hemi has left his family, friends and country just for me. (I have shed many tears over it) here are some of his letters to me

 

Lindsey

 First of all DO NOT WORRY! cus i am coming over, ok, trust me, after all the chats, and calls the talk about marriage and family, and everything theres noway i could not come over, it would be one of the biggest mistakes of my life if i didnt come over, ok, so i PROMISE lindsey that you dont have to worry, What you were saying i think is right though, i just have been avoiding the fact that it will be a big sacrifice, My mom, Jes, the kids, my cool as job, my nice car, my home, BYU, im really putting it all out there arent i, but i think of the way my life has been patterned, and basically the next step is marriage, no doubt about that, and i just know that when we do get married it would have all been worth it right?... ya know its kind alike, im sooooooo close to having absolutely everything ive always wanted in life, that i can reach out and grab it. your online now, i'll send it to ya.

miss you heaps babe

Hemz

 

It's crazy how just chatting online you can have such feelings for someone. Hemi and I felt like we knew each other inside and out just by writing letters.

I would be hanging out with friends (even guys) and I wished I was home talking with Hemi. He always made me feel so happy.

 

Hey Lindsey

 Well i couldnt have asked for a better start to my day then that, getting to talk with you, and laughing and just being there for one another, have i told you how great i think you are, and how much i "like" you, (we didn't want to say we loved each other so soon and with out meeting) me and you are so cool together, i love how we just talk and are able to say what ever we feel, its a real great thing we have, im gonna have such a great day thinking of us, and just how cool everything is, i'll have the biggest smile on my face, you give me that kind of happiness where like nothing can make you feel sad, ya know?

Miss you heaps babe, take care,

Your Pal Mr Hem-mar-rah

 

Hemi makes me smile. He as a great sense of humor (once you get past his shy side) When I read these emails it reminds me of the first time I fell in love with him. I didn't want to say I loved him until I met in person, but why hold back when you feel it so strongly in your heart. I never knew you could fall in love with someone so quick and over the Internet.

an other cute email...

Lindsey Kilpack

 

i Miss you more then i miss water after being lost in a desert,

i miss you more then i miss milk after eating a cookie,

i miss you more then i miss a hot bath after playing in the cold rain,

i miss you more then i miss a Doctor after being shot in the butt

i miss you more then i miss marshmallows on an open fire,

i miss you more then i miss food after fasting for 3 days,

i miss you more then i miss air when holding my breath

LINDSEY KILPACK

i just miss ya, i cant wait  to be with ya, for EVER!!!!

Luv ya heaps babe

Andrew

 

I still can't believe he is my husband. From all the writing and chatting and not knowing if we were really going to meet in person and how long it felt before we were able to meet. Now look at us, 3 kids down and as happy as ever. Hemi and I both have seen Heavenly Father's hand in our lives.

our first picture together (at the airport)